bio makes me want to cry ar >_< its so hard. the organelle project really unfair ar... D: we did the nucleus. had to be 60cm. model wor! doesnt have to be so big ga. so ridiculous ar. even tho yau partner, it was like self project for me ar. i had to do the model and the powerpoint. TONG SIU AR. didnt even get to sleep at all ar. homework dou mo jou ar. like yeah we did work on the project together... but kere spray paint and file ja... i was on the floor cutting and everything. ho sun fu ga. using exacto knives to cut fiberglass? 8 feet by 4 feet board ar. and powerpoint yao hai ngo. why? she said she didnt have a mac. like. microsoft works too. in fact ITS BETTER. my pictures couldnt even turn up on google docs. aii... if i dont get a good grade on this i will definately cry. i did so much work. and like. it is mean but, she doesnt really deserve a grade for this. but w/e la. group project... next time yiu smarter la. like ho yi say aww you did all the work. but m mean you did any ga. got home at 10. bought $60 worth of materials (walmart, home depot, longs, times). got yelled at by neighbors. spent 5 hours shaping it. 2 paper mache ing. 1 doing the power point. and the frame was still wet so i had to cover it in paper towels and bring it to school. unfinished. then my dad left work and picked me up from school and we took it back home to spray paint and add chromosomes. beads for pores didnt work so we had to buy stickers. and yes. that was illegal. FML. thank god teachers m notice ar.

it was really surprising tho. parents were supportive ar. ususally yell at me. this time so different ge? but it was good. if not probably wouldnt finish ar. mommy got mad at our neighbor for calling us loud haha. and i was like omgg dont be so loud la. usually reverse ga haha.

idk. i dont really like the people in bio. like yeah friends ho ar.. but like. it seems more like save your own ass before anything ar. not like... team work... maybe physics jong wai ngo la. im used to working on things together... not like i need ____ ok got it. bye. aka i got what i need now you can go screw yourself. and like... if sweeney post jor d documents unable to read, its not my fault. i didnt make her do it that way. if i can get it on my touch. lae dou lucky la. still hai dou wa ngo. chi sin ga. ahh... physics... it was like i dont get this... ok ill explain it. ohh kk. thxx. next problem. like i know i helped jared more but i understood it more and finished it faster. but when i didnt understand he would explain ar. well usually la. bio = completely different. really goh fun lor. like it just feels so competitive for a good grade. like. people try scoring higher themselves. and not like oh lae m sik ar? ill help you la! oh this is unclear ar? ill explain la. or oh you dont know when this is due ar? its due on ____ ar.

ohh perfect example... that happened JUST now.

x: hey the enzyme lab isn't due tomorrow
x: rite?
me: um idk
me: like leah siad its due tomorrow
me: but stuart said its due mon
me: gah
me: like im so confused about the numbers we got
me: cuz we got decimals
me: and the numbers sweeney posted were whole
me: and like 1000X ours
me: oh and for 1b was the sucrose solution hypotonic to the distilled water?
10:39 PM
x: um
x: sorry i totally didnt think ud reply
x: um
x: hold on
me: um what?
10:52 PM
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yes yes. thank you for all the help... really. thanks for letting me know when the lab is due. and why our data was off. and helping me on 1b. thank you soooo friggin much! and yes. insert sarcasm here.

i wish it were summer. and you didnt have to leave yet. you make things so much better ar. and lae ho inspiring ar. but i will add oil ar. and see you in college or something :) hopefully ill get to see you again la. if not ill be super sut mong ar lol.

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ahh... the final year... SENIOR YEAR. its not quite turning out how i thought it would be haha. maybe junior year too slacker ar lol. theres a lot more homework now... im really worried about college though.. what if they dont accept me ar? dim suen ar? senior year has made me realize how many times ive messed up and how badly it will affect me in the future. im trying to work extra hard to kind of make up for it. ahh... but sometimes i still feel like giving up... need to add oil ar! cant mess up again. i think my role models are the people from the conference haha. theyre not really like the people here ar. haha. but davis is still ok i guess... and jeff... ahhh. trying to shoot for a college in california kind of by la-ish or maybe ny... used to want to go to nyu but probably cant get in la. but, i will definitely FFA+ everything now :) fight and defeat the homework!

social aspect of senior year ho sucky ar. its like everything is backwards now. ambers not here anymore. i dont get why fletcher had to do that. she was improving. not gong ping ar. they said they were going to try it and if she improved... aiii. one word for it. ding. colorguard is actually cool this year too. new instructor and new techniques. wish i could still be a part of it. not being in guard just breaks down my relationships with ali and chelsea. kerries not in choir anymore. i dont share any breaks with jamie. everytime i see her i dont really get to talk to her. she only talks to me about homework and asks questions about bio. what happened to last year? what happened to US? our group of three. what happened to our band? i thought we were going to play together at school. feel pretty lonely at school now... but my bear will always be there to keep me company :) esp when my backpacks too big and i need it to fill up space haha.

nya. whatever. i have to keep working hard and do the best i can. no regrets. robotics meeting tomorrow. hopefully i can actually become USEFUL this year. and be safety captain for FRC :) fight to get there! XD

hmm. random fact... it always smells like axe at 1245AM haha. brings back good memories :)

wow. its 104 already lol. capseeds at 730 tomorrow whooo~ but i guess its a slacker day lol. in group two and talking about harddrives and how to treat them. pretty basic... dont have to talk about community service again lol. wish cuc adult day care was a little more exciting lol. time to sleeepppp~